It's interesting that you mentioned
loneliness and pressure
because it has been my dearest dream to build a more immersive communication channel (loneliness)
and i used to constantly have dreams of running out of time and barely catching the plane/train (pressure)

but lately the recurring theme of my dream has been

I'm going somewhere, somewhere far
and I have this huge luggage with all the precious things i've collected over the course of life
But the luggage feels heavy as I continue walking,
So I decide to choose only a few and move them to my tiny backpack

But I'm faced with a dilemma, wanting to take'em all, but not having enough space

Then I wake up and the reality continues.

Funny, I had a dream with that same theme again today, and now I know what it means

It means I need to choose the moments I will carry with me forward
which explains the difficulty i had starting this writing

As I'm curating the words, i'm deliberately making a choice to leave out the other.

the world is chaging right now
and i want to create a masterpiece,
something people love with people i love

we're that generation,
the one that understands the subtleties of the breadcrumbs one leaves on the net
the one that knows it is a state of mind, not a place
the one that grew up with the algorithm itself

which is precisely why i envisioned myself creating the next immersive computing, only to find myself disillusioned by the realities of corporate politics

i started questioning
whether to dream of a piece of technology that connects people to people is merely a mirage, and that the only way is to break free from it,
the mega data sucking machine that feeds on low vibrational desires, alienating and perpetuating ever so distorted views of ourselves.

what's on the other side of the 27-year-old-female-in-US algorithm, did i chose the algorithm myself or did the algorithm made the person i am today

to find out, i want to connect with people
imagining together and shaping together

the world is changing right now
i want to create a masterpiece,
something that will bring people together
with people i love 🤍